Why do you leave me?

Why aren’t you there when i need you ?
Why can’t I find when searched for you?
Disappear into the oblivion is your style
Leaving me with old memories behind.

Vanished is the smile from my face
Heartfelt spirit is what one traced
Deserting me seems a game to you
Causing pain in this heart wet blue

Handicapped I remain to be
By the vanishing act caused by thee
This often occurred in my life time
Secretly I am left grieved & pined.

Not knowing reason of this change
But staying with me caused you pain
Should I brush your thoughts aside
With great effort I tried in vain