My only dream is u...

Caught in such a fake world
With you only my reality
Seeing u mingling with them
Tho’ u seem to be my only beauty!

Everything I see in them is wrong
Everything I see in you is right
But left with an empty heart
All the feelings & emotions are tight!

Oh baby, I’m sick of crying
With no one paying any heed
Leaving me with only black n blues
Even to my love I’m of no need.

But my love for u remains fresh
Hoping every second for ur care!
The day it needs no explanation
Will be the day you’re really there.

Reason of loving you...

Don’t have a reason
How much ever i try
My heart follows you
Even if u make it cry

For solely of wanting you
To shriek you are mine
Although you shoo me away
I can only blame it on time

How tough is this bond
When love makes it worse
No matter if I lose
Don’t call it a curse.

I keep wondering how it could be
When all I do is dying
Still I want to embrace it
Knowing your love makes me flying!

Unbreak my heart...

My love oozes out from the start
The only thing I care is your heart
U, the ultimate reason of my existence
But my feelings for you were like play cards!

Far from sight, far from mind
Is what you do, leaving me behind,
Why? I fail to understand
Waiting for you, to hold my hand.

Is loving you, the sin I committed?
Never thought that it was wrong
For I gave my heart completely
Assuming in your soul is where I belong.

But the hopes in me raised high
Beyond the sky each time I sigh,
When the cracks begin to show
There, U broke my heart in just one go!

A living dead...

Betrayer, is what i’m branded
Betraying, is what i never meant
Betrayed, is what u did to me
Betrayal, in love I always felt!

You entered my heart
You slit it into pieces
You are the evil culprit
You took away my peace

I hate u coz I love u
I love u thaz y I hate u
For you killed me alive
Alive, I’m dead too.

Thrown from high above
Been hurt with severe wound
With pains induced by you
Death, i wish for it soon.

Blessed with life...

Desperate to happily survive
Conquering the death within
Lonely dark accompanying me
Makes my being hard to live-in

Carrying my lifeless soul
Paying no heed to what u say
Visualising my ambition
That I fear had gone astray

In search of a lively soul
To acknowledge my mind
Dying for a shining hope
Striving that I will find

Transforming to a second phase
Alluring from dark to light
An unexplained excitement
That will make my future bright

How do i live without you....

During the flash of a moment
When my eyes set upon you
Not wanting to miss even a span
To let go from my sight this man

Not knowing how I live
Without a thought of you
Breathing in that oxygen
Along with memories of you!

No sunshine all these days
No difference did it make
Brought by you a ray of hope
Love for you, in me I developed

Surviving is now too hard
Without you my world is dark
Baby, don’t ever leave me
My life will be like autumn tree!

Longing for you....

Kissing u is what I long
Holding u I imagine strong
Feeling the softness of your charm
Embracing me within those arms

Blurring my eyes by morning mist
Wetting myself by tender dews
Smelling ur fragrance all over
Seperating me from you never

Drinking the nectar fallen
Drops escaped from ur mouth
Tasting the natural sweetness
From your lips, they ooze out

Rhyming the beats of your heart
Drumming heavily along with mine
Waiting eagerly to be touched
By your fingertips, velvet and fine

Weeping for u....

As my tears create the pool below my legs
Falling & fading into the empty space
Every drop glowing crossing my knees
Cheerful, round in shape, not knowing my fate!

Losing their color & form
Within me they rush like storm
Emotionally blackmailing me
Physically they mudered me

Uncaring the effects they caused
Thumping my heart without a pause
Freezing the inner organs of my body
Snatching cruelly my soul from me.

Giggling themselves while I die inside
Washing my eyes by their lullaby
Screaming in an unknown language
Known only by me in this tender age!

World without you..

When the imprints of my head on the pillow
Creating the dimple in its centre hole
Filled with my salty tears
Shedding for you all the night long!

If each brick could speak, that
Gathered up in my four walls
Each will tell its undying tale
Its sufferance from spring to fall.

Haunting echo of my sobs
Enclosed in the room below
Echoing from the sobs of your name
Every time I’m feeling low!

This world will one day be
Cleaned away by my sorrows
But can’t wipe away my undying love
For you, with you it will follow!

Why do you leave me?

Why aren’t you there when i need you ?
Why can’t I find when searched for you?
Disappear into the oblivion is your style
Leaving me with old memories behind.

Vanished is the smile from my face
Heartfelt spirit is what one traced
Deserting me seems a game to you
Causing pain in this heart wet blue

Handicapped I remain to be
By the vanishing act caused by thee
This often occurred in my life time
Secretly I am left grieved & pined.

Not knowing reason of this change
But staying with me caused you pain
Should I brush your thoughts aside
With great effort I tried in vain

Put your head on my shoulder....

Put your head on my shoulder,
Hold me in your arms, baby,
Squeeze me, oh, so tight,
Show me,
That you love me, too.

Put your lips next to mine, dear,
Won't you kiss me once, baby?
Just a kiss goodnight,
Maybe
You and I could fall in love.

People say that love's a game,
A game you just can't win,
If there's a way,
I'll find it someday
And then this fool will rush in.

Put your head on my shoulder,
Whisper in my ear, baby,
Words I want to hear,
Tell me,
Tell me that you love me, too.

You are my destiny...

You are my destiny
You share my reverie Y
ou are my happiness
That's what you are

You have my sweet caress
You share my loneliness
You are my dream come true
That's what you are

Heaven and heaven alone
Can take your love from me
'Cause I'd be a fool
To ever leave you dear
And a fool I'd never be

You are my destiny
You share my reverie
You're more than life to me
That's what you are

You mean everything to me...

You are the answer to my lonely prayer
You are an angel from above
I was so lonely till you came to me
With the wonder of your love.

I don't know how I ever lived before
You are my life, my destiny
Oh my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me

If you should ever, ever go away
There would be lonely tears to cry
The sun above would be never shine again
There would be teardrops in the sky

So hold me close and never let me go
And say our love will always be
Oh, my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me

So hold me close and never let me go
And say our love will always be
Oh, my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me

- Neil Sedaka -

Just Being Me!

My lids shut down, trying to sleep
Memories of you running so deep
Transforming from thoughts to dreams
In my slumber, for you I weep

On you my eyes have set
Remembering the first day we met
Since then I never left you
Silently loving you, in joy & in blue

Crying out for you, in sadness & sorrows
Hoping u will cry like this tomorrow
Is it destined that I alone should suffer?
Will u know the taste of my tears that flow!

Holding me tight, never let me go
My world is you, is what I show
Waking up from the sudden dream
Without you beside, my grieves grow more!

Silently I am suffering...

Silently my tears flow
To define my lonely pain
The suffering I endure
Silently pronouncing ur name

Silently I am hiding
Insolently within me
Silently not silent enough
Painfully I weep for thee

The silent nights I’m awake
With silent thoughts around me
Hoping no one should see
The silent tears I shed freely

A wounded heart I possess
Silently breaking apart
To reveal the grieves inside
Piercing me as sharp as dart

If you could see inside me...

If my soul is so transparent
My heart is crystal clear
With memories buried inside
Showing I cherish u so dear

Comforting you in my own way
Holding u one day I may
Protecting u always I do
Chasing ur fear before you knew

Thousand meanings uttered by ur words
The tone, the moan most beautiful on earth
Are these the reason I love you?
Reasons within reasons meant to be true!

Even if I scan this world
Never will I find another you
Walking to end of this earth
Never will I love anyone than you

Will never let go..

As the moon shines bright
With thoughts of you raised high
My heart skips a beat
From my lips escaped a sigh

The feelings brought by you
Melting the lover in me
The promises I always cling on
Forever it meant to be

Loving you is the most beautiful
Bearing the pain with a smile
Loved by you is the bonus
Achieved by me in 1000 miles

Walked-in by you into my life
Filling up the void in me
A true blessing in disguise
Attracting me like a bee!

Dying for you happily...

I love you with all my heart
Approaching you with my every part
But you paid no heed at all
Did not catch me when I fall

Deserting me when I waited
Blaming me when I’m wounded
Never have I stooped so low
Yet accepting the love u throw

Death is the only I want
In your arms I’ll lay my head
For death would turn out sweet
When it comes to be under your feet

Literally my soul taken away
Ripping off cruelly by you
My heart bleeding heavily
At last, I can see the heaven thru’

Will u feel my pain?

Lungs inhaled waiting to scream
Brain frozen willing to die
Heart bled red hurt by you
Living but inside I’m fried

My gaze continues to search
The living you I treasure
With eyes wept wet at night
Thinking of you, crying in pleasure

Will slitting my wrist satisfy you?
Unaware my heart is slit into two
Oozing slowly the mess inside
The messes that i had abide

Should I live in pain before I die
Is my love so fragile that makes me cry
Will you show a way to end this grief
For loved by you is my belief

You alone can make me live...

Will my tears be seen by you?
Tears shed for you in my world
Will my heart be mended by you?
Broken heart belonging to this girl

Ur image dwelling in sleep
Asking me to live for you
But how can I if only I weep?
When no smile ever I knew

If ever I find a solution
To bring a smile on you
The question I keep ponder
What my love for you will do

Coming to me is the only way
To keep me survive till last
With no choice you leave to me
I found a solution atlast!