EvErY SmIlE iS nOt A sMiLe...

If i had to smile to make you smile
Would cross this earth a thousand miles
Pretending the bitter tears I shed
Only known by Holy God of mine

Flooding in the pool of tears
Bearing in mind my destiny
Blurring my vision each night
Drenched in pain away to glory

A life born with unworthiness
Killing me and torturing me
Yet endured by this poor creature
This is how, life is meant to be.

My love is deep, my heart is pure
But ill-fate hugs me wherever I go
Living for others, dying inside
Loving you is what I could do more