My HeaRt is Not In My HanD...

All my efforts have gone in vain
Deserting me like dry sand
But my emotions appeared again
Coz’ my heart is not in my hand

I let you win each time
Since I’m strong outside
But what you will never see
The tear I shed when taken for a ride

With blurring vision I sit
Waiting for the ground to swallow
It’s easy for you to forget
When you see my space hollow

You came, you won & conquered
But I’m already dead and gone
You flare the trumpet as a special one
Leaving me wonder where I went wrong