mY BroKEn HeaRt....

Brutally my heart is broken
Where its shape & form is gone
It has been stamped and crushed
But the throbbing in it is on

My heart is in fragments
I tried in vain to fix it up
For the little pieces are lost
From the result of many erupts

All i ask is an ideal love
But it came as test from above
He did this to me for a reason
So Will my heart be whole again?

I see no one as my rescue
Is my sin so severe to cure
Won't God give me another chance?
Where in the end I can happily dance!!

The ReaS0n iS YoU...

Nobody is perfect here
Neither am I! why whine?
Wish i could go back to my past
And re-make everything fine

Things I never meant to do
Things I never meant to hurt you
Wish I could rewind my life
Then I could be your wife

With the pain dwelled upon me
Has affected you in some way
Now I want to hold ur tears
And live with you many years



 
When I thought I should die
That time you have passed by
This reason had put me through
And the only reason is you

My Th0rNY PatH...

This path is never ending
Paved with golden dreams
Hopes at the day's beginning
But failure has walked in!

This path has always been cruel
Where you walk with a fake smile
Searching for a place to dwell
But it's far from you for miles!

This is the challenge i face
I tried to handle it with grace
When i thought i had succeeded
The failure beat against my face

Guided by my own wisdom
To embrace everything as test
Thinking forever i will shine
Joining my star at its rest

Will the moon shine for me?

Each morning after its long night...
I'm always awaken by a fright...
Will the sun above smile at me?
or the rainbow blindfold me?

Hitting the age of mid thirties...
I still love running around trees.
But I know no joys without tears
Nor has my heart escaped from fears...

Why am i haunted by seperation?
And put me in eternal depression?
Won't roses grow along my path?
Or just thorns to tear me apart?

But not far from the madding crowd,
A voice from somewhere assuring me
That even if the sun refuses to smile,
The moon will do that for free.

Dejection

When the stars high above beat my face
I feel that sensation in my soul raised.
Thinking of my wasted number of years
That creeps in me a kind of fear.

Alone when left with my ownself
All I do is let my mind wander…
Am I a destitute soul created?
That’s the question I often ponder

Love, such a beautiful thing always
Y don’t I have in my life I yearn
Is this soul a cast-away?
The lesson I failed to learn

Is it in the corner of the creator’s mind
That I will never be ignored somewhere
One day someone will turn her head
To know I exist there.

My Crush

When the autumn wind chills my body
And my heart gets drenched
Ur thots that envelope me
The only being that God sent

Your lovely smile touches my heart
Your tiny gigglings tear me apart
Janeman, where are you?
Is our bond, a piece of art?

The assurance u feed in me
that shudders me.....no one can be
The happiness u feed in me
Well! nobody else can ever see

Will one day we'll hold hands?
And scan the whole tinsel town
I'll walk with head raised high
Owning the bond i have in thy.

4 Liners

When u feel sad & lonely,
and u dunno wat to do...
Just look down to ur heart & see
a special place i will be.


When the moon dies down n the sun begins to smile,
Call me urs & i'll call u mine...
But if the sun burns out ur skin
My kisses will penetrate u within.


Each time the sun sets red & the moon takes it turn,
my passion for u crops up & my tummy churns.
My breathe warms u up as i kiss ur neck,
my tongue explores ur lips as my fingers fumble for ur chest.


My eyes try to sleep while my heart silently weeps,
deep in my soul ur memories i keep.
In ur kisses my spirit u sweep
O my prince, in ur arms one day i'll sleep.


Is it 'kismat konnection' that i met u?
Or 'naseeb rejection' that im far away from u?
Then y my heart for u it bleeds?
When all i have is 'luv in greed'.


When u unlock the door of my heart,
u'll see the mess i left inside.
But when scan those messes in it
there's only memories i collected for u 'my pie'!


The stars hold my gaze & the moon holds my breathe,
saying that my love is not in peace.
My heart is disturbed when u stop ur smile,
Y is it that u dont get ur peace of mind?


When the stars shine bright in the middle of the night,
the cold air chills my bones as i think of u.
The thought that y is my love so weak?
To ur eyes, is it flu?


My soul is soaked by the love displayed,
my mind is drenched by the thoughts i lay.
Even if you are there & i am here,
our memories will accompany us all the way.


Cold wind penetrates inside chilling my bones,
whispering in my ear little nothing.
Straining to hear what it says
Helas! acknowledging my love within.


Twisting & turning with no sleep
million things had succeeded to replace it steep.
Wondering the reason behind that peeped
have my thoughts for u pierced me so deep?


The void in me as no reason to express
it's empty yet filled with my tears.
Every drop will tell its own story,
how they are born from cheer & fear.


The wind that teases me today,
reminding my love miles away.
Each time it blows gently my hair
longing for ur touch everyday.


Can u see the wonder?
We call "Love" beautiful
The pain it oozes out
We enjoy to the full!

Every tear-drop u cried on loneliness

Bleeds my heart for u my highness

Ur sob i hear instead of ur laugh

Rips my soul into two painful halves.